Diaries of the new life in adelaide!!!
entry:Monday 8:50pm january 19th 2009
Well its almost a week sincve we moved form da ghost town murray bridge, and as i predicted it mostly sucks mum moved here for a change but it wasnt pour fun ritre dat needs changing or a move, is still is da same, I have friends here 2 aaron and nat wait make dat 3 cus yeh renee is awesome,
so 3 friends from 300 yeh noit much diff there! not!! thwe only thing i love bout being here is dat i have those 3 friends i still have a boyfriend we will talk bout him later he destreves a whole chapter of how awesome he is! and the conviencie of everything and how cheap everything iws is gr8 and today out of my utter most shock i saw my fav customor form murray bridge the coke man! he stil;l has da beautiful smile, anywho tm im listening to my favourite song o'child by nevertheless its gonna be my wedding song! Mum is being a bitch sorry but sh eis i need to get out of the hopuse but wenever i do, she never does let me, and never understands dat i dont say i needd to cus i feel like it i actually do, i miss my mates so much it makes me resltess at night, and makes me sad mbut i guess wer cant have wat we want ok time to cheer up this diarie, ok lets talk bout drew he is awesome and i love oh yeh lol my bf's name is drew he is 24 yeh i know im 16 abit of an age difference but i love him and he loves me, he always loves me and always tells me he does,da sex is gr8 gr8 gr8 i cant emphasize enough how gr8 it is!He loves me for me, I always find it hard to think he loves me for me cus im so use to being used, But drew's not like dat he loves me for me, lol i keep saying dat its true tho and yeh he is a meter reader for etsa(he can read my meter anytime) today he had a massive fight with his x jackie i would right more about her but im not gonna give her da satisfaction and shes not worht it i do however feel sorry for her cus she gave up such a awesume guy seriously how could she he is faboulas!! he is alwalys looking out wqats best and making sure i saty healthy and dat im doing right things in my life i couldnt have got it any better then him, i think he is da one as corny as dat sounds its true, every minute i miss him and every day i got to sleep thinkming bout him i love him so much i would be heart broken and atm im not sure if i can do that again but axel didnt love me he loved da sex but thats just a guy for u! i loved him dont get me wrong but he was not worth ruining most of my life which he did! i once got told dat each relationship you have efeccts da ones after i never thought it was true i always thought it was by choice u could choose for not to effecyt the other well you can try but it will still greatly effect the others i was saved by drew he made me smile again he brought light and hope back into my life nad he is god sent and i say dat with no exagderation he really is God sent he believs in God and he is always encourging me to go to church he cares for me so much, i was so worried bout him yesterday when he was having as fight with his x he so should of let me talk to her i would of torn bits off her,
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